Post by MissKitty on Jul 7, 2007 8:53:23 GMT
Right….. So, decisions are being made in life. My father is moving back to Sydney to work, as my mother has wanted for years now, and I am wanting to stay where I am, as I am as happy a spider within his web…. Yet this is not how my mother sees all of this…
She believes that no one could give a fucking damn and no matter what anyone ever says to her, she always spins it to the way she wants to see it and the way she hears it…. She never actually LISTENS to what anyone is really ever saying!!!!!!!!!!
I am ready to live my life in the way I want to, as it is finally beginning to come together in forms of what I want and how I wish it to be, not that it can ever be ‘perfect’ per-say, but perfect enough that I am happy is all I ever need.
My father no longer knows quite what he feels for my mother, and in any case, it would be much better if he could live his life in his way also, therefore, my mother could live substantially on her own, in Sydney, and take the full advantage of the disability package she is on.
However, my mother believes that she is being deserted by everyone and just cannot accept the fact that life goes on, people move on and get along…
Anyway, this is all I wished to say, this is all I shall ever have to say as I doubt there is ever going to be a true resolution to this scenario, and I shall just retire to my bed later this evening after I take my medication and the likes.
She believes that no one could give a fucking damn and no matter what anyone ever says to her, she always spins it to the way she wants to see it and the way she hears it…. She never actually LISTENS to what anyone is really ever saying!!!!!!!!!!
I am ready to live my life in the way I want to, as it is finally beginning to come together in forms of what I want and how I wish it to be, not that it can ever be ‘perfect’ per-say, but perfect enough that I am happy is all I ever need.
My father no longer knows quite what he feels for my mother, and in any case, it would be much better if he could live his life in his way also, therefore, my mother could live substantially on her own, in Sydney, and take the full advantage of the disability package she is on.
However, my mother believes that she is being deserted by everyone and just cannot accept the fact that life goes on, people move on and get along…
Anyway, this is all I wished to say, this is all I shall ever have to say as I doubt there is ever going to be a true resolution to this scenario, and I shall just retire to my bed later this evening after I take my medication and the likes.
