A Post from the Past

[chocolate2008]

I am going to post once, and only once until I know what is said

Yes, as you MAY have guessed, Tara the psyco is back once more, BUT only to set the record straight, and if I am accepted, then I will post again, BUT THAT is ENTIRELY up to the mods and stuff

YES I offended people - I did NOT mean to
YES I was rude - I did NOT mean to be
I am SURE that there are many here who will not wish to speak to me again, YET as I said, I am only here to set the record straight
I am certainly pissed with a couple of people, no names mentioned as it does not need to be, HOWEVER, that does not mean I cant be posting when there is a couple of people who do not like me and I do not like, right?
I wish to appologize to the moderaters and etc, as my actions and replys were not called for, I realize that, BUT I will state this, I was not taking meds, therefore I cannot be held entirely at fault for my actions and what I said or did, BECAUSE I have been diagnosed with chronic bi-polar disorder, I am NOT a psycologically well person, AND sometimes, I cannot control what I do or say...If I have an outburst (providing I am allowed to post here again) PLEASE TRY to ignore what I say, I am NOT trying to personally attack anyone, I swear it

Now, if you read this, I beg of you to just take it as an appology, let me know where I stand and tell me if I am allowed to post or not

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I bid you farewell

~ Tara Faith Amber Walmsley

[simon]

Are You getting help for your bi- polar?

If So I'll accept your presence again on the board

[Robynn]

I will accept your apology, but I will also give you a pre-warning. I worked with b-polar on a daily basis for 10 years, in-patient care. You are fully responsible for your actions off your medications, as it's your choice to take them or not. If you choose not to take your meds, knowing how you get without them, then you are choosing that behavior. If it happens again, you will receive warning points, and possible ban again, if you don't respond to the warnings of the Admin, or the requests of the other members.
I also need you to send me, or Mike, a list of the members you are upset with, so we can keep an eye on said members to make sure they aren't provoking you on purpose, and vice versa.
Welcome back. Keep taking your medication. They are what keep you saner. When you get to the point of "feeling fine" and don't need your medications, remember, it's those very meds that allow you to feel so ok.

[chocolate2008]

Believe me...I sometimes do not know what I am doing or saying...You just ask my baby girl, she'll tell you the same...Not only is it bipolar, its also psychotic depression...

Anyway, I guess that Im still here, so Im not banned from here again?

Bout to go see doctor...fix my headaches etc.

Bye

[DarkFlare89]

Aug 4, 2008 9:21:01 GMT chocolate2008 said:

~ Tara Faith Amber Walmsley

*hijacks thread*

Your name is Amber!!

Hehe, I remember back in FOI4 you told us that your name wasn't really Amy or Tara and I had wondered all this time what it really was.

M'kay, I'm satisfied

*leaves*