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Post by Robynn on May 8, 2007 18:06:52 GMT
don't play the what if game on only one side of the arguement. play it on the other too....if you continue to have the seizures, you'll die, for sure. what kind of help will you be to anyone then? Your type of seizures will cause an accident worse than the fallig down the stairs one, where you were unconscious for 5 hours. So stop playing that game, do it, recover from it, and find out how well it works. THEN you play the what if game. what if we go for a drive...what if we go to the park and play...what if we go on a road trip to the beach...... ;D
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Post by snowwhite on May 8, 2007 18:12:45 GMT
Hey Juss Sorry i havent posted anything to you recently, not really known what to say. But i do know that you will be fine, you're a strong person and you have been through so much and come out fighting. I admire what you're doing. And Emma and Simon must be so proud of you, i know i am You're doing great
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Post by stratlady on May 8, 2007 19:50:59 GMT
@robyn: Oh I just love the way you think.
You know Jus, I still think that you are making the right decision about this. Although I don't really know anything about this surgery and the consequences it can have, I can assure you without a doubt that if there were another solution for you, the MD would have given it you. (and they probably already told you that anyway.)
And as much as it sucks really really really bad that you need to go through it, I believe that it's for the best; your life will be sooooo much better without having to suffer such seizures.
As Robyn put it so well, try to focus on the good that will come with it; Not the bad that might come. Trust yourself, trust your MD and more importantly, trust God, because he decides how the situation will turn, and I strongly believe that however things will turn out, it'll be for the best of you, Emma and Simon.
Good luck hun. Throughout this hard time, my prayers are with you.
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Post by jussie on May 10, 2007 14:22:04 GMT
4 days to go.. I am so Scared Sallie is going home tomorrow and Sunday Simon comes home. Then monday it's off to hospital. i'll be on before then, To say See-Ya!! love ya's
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Post by Robynn on May 10, 2007 17:56:54 GMT
and Simon will come in and keep us updated, whether you tell he can't or not....I say so.
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Post by jussie on May 11, 2007 14:16:25 GMT
He will I made him promise me he would. Sallie Left This morning, I am here by myself now till Sunday Simon rung me almost in tears this morning, He'd had a nightmare, That I had a Seizure in the bath. So he called and Asked Sallie where i was and I was in the shower and He made her run in to check on me. I then spent half and hour assuring him i'd be alright for two days alone. He has to finish his work there, He is having 2 weeks off for my surgery. So he needs to finish his work... Convincing him to stay there was hard, especially as i am Scared of the same thing. I called Emma Last nite, And she was so excited about the new puppy my mum had gotten. She cried as We said goodbye. Anyways that's about it for me. I'm going grocery shopping with the lady down the street and I need to buy Hospital pyjamas. lol I'll be back on later.
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Post by stratlady on May 11, 2007 19:21:34 GMT
^^^Well, I am glad that Simon will keep us updated.
But darn, that dream sounds so scary. Please stay away from bathes for the time being, Jus!!!!
I don't know if I'll be able to talk to you before surgery, either here or msn, but if I don't GOOD LUCK!!!! And monday, I'll be thinking of you and sending tons of positive thoughts!!! I am sure things will turn out super for you Jus, and then you'll have a beautiful epilepsy-free life!!!
*hug*
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Post by unicorn07 on May 11, 2007 20:03:01 GMT
I haven't commented much here, but I have to say my thoughts are with you and your family at this time!
And yes have Simon keep us updated that way we know your fine(which I'm sure you will be!)
Good Luck!!
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Post by jussie on May 13, 2007 4:43:22 GMT
Sorry I didn't get back on i had another Seizure I woke up after it and i'd only been out for 30 mins and i was feeling fine so i went for a sleep, and i was fine. Simon is coming home tomorrow, well in a few hours now i look at the time. anyway i'm off to bed good nite
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Post by Robynn on May 13, 2007 6:02:27 GMT
30 minutes isn't that bad, compared to your earlier ones. good night, and sweet dreams.
Happy Mother's Day, Miss Justine.....When you wake, it'll be Mom's Day. *hugs*
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Post by jussie on May 13, 2007 23:58:14 GMT
That's what I thought it was minor. Anyways This is the last time that i will talk to you all in awhile. Simon arrived back this morning and there's just been an eerie calm, around the house, we know that it's for the best and we're both scared but neither of us is willing to think about the aftermath. So in case the worst happens i wanna say goodbye. I love you guys and This board has helped me so much and i can't imagine ever leaving it.
Robynn: I'll never really know how to thank you, for all you've done, Talking to me and making me see sense when i needed it.
Mary: Your support is Unwaving and For that i thank you.
Tara: You know how much you mean to me.
Everyone else: Thanks for listening, reading and not judging me. Thanks for your sympathy and support and not just feeling sorry for me.
All of this being said I feel that this will be a new beginning for me, No Seizures, New Life. i WILL see you all again soon!!!
All My Love Jussie xoxoxo
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Post by stratlady on May 14, 2007 0:15:12 GMT
^^Awww, reading this made me sad...kinda like it is really going to happen now...
But I am happy that it'll be a new beginning for you Jus!!!
Be back soon to FOI!!! I kinda feel like FOI won't be the same with you missing.
As usual, my prayers are with you both, and I'll be waiting anxiously for some news!!!
*hug*
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Post by Robynn on May 14, 2007 3:18:10 GMT
*anxiously awaits Simon's update tomorrow*
My prayers are very much with you. I can't wait to chat with you again, sooooon! You'll get your very own party thread when you come back!
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Post by mrbreathe on May 14, 2007 10:58:13 GMT
Hey, I've been reading your posts Jussie and I would comment, but like Keely, I'm don't know what to say. But I pray you good health, and I'm pretty sure you will be fine after the operation. You made me laugh when you said hospital pj's, got, i hate the ones they give you there! Take care Juss! x We'll be thinking of you!
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Post by Robynn on May 14, 2007 16:14:37 GMT
Hey, I've been reading your posts Jussie and I would comment, but like Keely, I'm don't know what to say. But I pray you good health, and I'm pretty sure you will be fine after the operation. You made me laugh when you said hospital pj's, got, i hate the ones they give you there! Take care Juss! x We'll be thinking of you! I made my family bring me MY pj's from home when I was there for a week....and clean undies. *shudders* Simon....remember to take her her own jammies and clean undies. That is, when she's out of ICU and up and about.
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